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Trust Issues

Tue, 07 Feb 2012 04:44:17 -0500

Man: God can I ask You a question?
God: Sure.
Man: Promise You won’t get mad?
God: I promise.
Man: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do u mean?
Man: Well, I woke up late.
God: Yes.
Man: My car took forever to start.
God: Okay…
Man: At lunch they made my…

30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself

Mon, 26 Dec 2011 02:06:34 -0500

30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself

Forest Home.

Fri, 15 Jul 2011 20:08:07 -0400

After a week counseling Junior High girls I feel so close to God. Amazing things always seem to happen up this mountain. I grew closer to God. My girls grew closer to God. I grew closer to my girls. I loved this week with my girls and the moments I got to spend with them were amazing. <3 Forest Home

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Sat, 02 Jul 2011 20:47:18 -0400

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Fri, 01 Jul 2011 21:58:45 -0400

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Fri, 01 Jul 2011 21:58:00 -0400

empty.

Fri, 01 Jul 2011 01:22:11 -0400

i am running on empty this week.

camp has started and it is pure and utter madness. that’s the only way to describe it. i am giving all of myself to camp. almost too much. i have literally almost no voice. i am exhausted. stressed and to be honest kind of sick of the whole thing.

it’s not at the point where everyone is being silly and knows what they are doing. it’s kind of difficult. there is a lot of pressure on me to step up this year. and it’s hard work.

after yesterday and today i am on empty. or possibly even below empty. i wish i could just fade into the background and have it easy but i have to be awesome because if not then the energy in the place simply dies.

i want to go back to may when i did nothing for days. when i could wake up at 11 and have a perfect day. i just want a little time to re-fill myself

"I know God won’t give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish he didn’t trust me..."

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 02:39:23 -0400

““I know God won’t give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish he didn’t trust me so much.””

- Mother Theresa

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Mon, 20 Jun 2011 01:51:36 -0400

And I’m sure tomorrow and the day after will get better...

Fri, 17 Jun 2011 03:44:50 -0400

And I’m sure tomorrow and the day after will get better and better :)

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Fri, 17 Jun 2011 03:44:16 -0400

Sun is coming. Camp is coming. Only one week until my summer job...

Wed, 15 Jun 2011 21:32:50 -0400

Sun is coming.

Camp is coming.

Only one week until my summer job starts. 40 hours a week. 10 weeks in the summer. Craziness. Exhaustion. Costumes. Friends. It’s all leading up to be the best summer. Everything seems to being going amazingly! I’m ready to run away to camp. To get so excited and involved in camp. To make some great friends. To do something different. Something silly, crazy and child-like in a sense.

I am so excited for summer to actually start!!!

Life is full of exciting things right now

Thu, 09 Jun 2011 01:58:10 -0400

Life is full of exciting things right now

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Thu, 09 Jun 2011 00:01:56 -0400

I've Never.

Tue, 07 Jun 2011 02:31:25 -0400

I’ve never been one of those people who “GOT EVERYTHING”

Things don’t seem to come naturally for me. I’ve either had to work super hard to get them or I just would flat out NOT get them. It’s something that looking back at this past year of APU really stand out to me more than ever. Even being at home I find that people are just magically seeming to get things which I am left with nothing new. Life is just average. Nothings really changed. No big news to report. I’m not so sure how I feel about this yet, but it’s something I’ve noticed….

Stand Out

Mon, 06 Jun 2011 19:01:05 -0400

Itunes shuffle <3

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’, YOU SAY?

Happily Never After-PussyCat Dolls

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

The Only Exception-Paramore

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Don’t Speak Liar-We the Kings

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

You Have What I Need-hawk Nelson

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?

A Hundred Years to Live-Five for Fighting

6. WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?

Ob-La-Di Ob-La-Da hahaha

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

My Life Would Suck Without You-Kelly Clarkson

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Gravity-John Mayer

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Won’t Stop-One Republic

10. WHAT IS 2+2 ?

Seventy Times 7-Brand New

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR BEST FRIEND?

YOu Found Me - The Fray

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Beautiful Day-U2

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

I Don’t Wanna Be-Gavin DeGraw

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

To the Beat of Our Noisy Hearts-Matt Nathanson

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

One Love- Glee Version

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Save-The Rocket Summer

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Dirty Pop-NSYNC

18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Before He Cheats-Carrie UnderWood

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Weightless-All Time Low-

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Sugar-Flo Rida

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

CowBoy Casanova-Carrie Underwood

22. WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE?

Stand Out-Goofy Movie

I just want to run. Run away from the people here. Run away to a...

Sun, 05 Jun 2011 23:07:04 -0400

I just want to run.

Run away from the people here.

Run away to a safe place.

The problem is,

I don’t know where that is.

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Sun, 05 Jun 2011 15:45:06 -0400

trust.

Sun, 05 Jun 2011 03:24:17 -0400

lately i have been realizing the value of trusting someone. i can honestly say that there are many like 5-6 people in this world that i trust completely and whole heartedly (5 of those being my family). over the past year i have realized that trust is one of my biggest weaknesses. I am a very trusting person. i like to think that people are naturally good and do the right thing. another downfall is that when they break the trust, i RARELY change my mind and forgive them. it’s tough. it may be wrong. but it’s something i’ve noticed/am trying to improve on.

but lately, people seem to be very unhonest lately. and i, apparently, am being to trusting. I am believing in them way too much and putting my faith in them when i should not be.

and vise-versa, when telling them something, it seems that people have no sense of keeping it to themselves. they tell others. others of my friends who tell another who tells another who ends up telling me.

it’s stupid. i hate it. word of caution to all: be careful who you tell stuff to. be careful who you forgive. be careful who you trust.