i am running on empty this week.
camp has started and it is pure and utter madness. that’s the only way to describe it. i am giving all of myself to camp. almost too much. i have literally almost no voice. i am exhausted. stressed and to be honest kind of sick of the whole thing.
it’s not at the point where everyone is being silly and knows what they are doing. it’s kind of difficult. there is a lot of pressure on me to step up this year. and it’s hard work.
after yesterday and today i am on empty. or possibly even below empty. i wish i could just fade into the background and have it easy but i have to be awesome because if not then the energy in the place simply dies.
i want to go back to may when i did nothing for days. when i could wake up at 11 and have a perfect day. i just want a little time to re-fill myself